The actor: Everything always falls into place for a reason.
The skeptic: I guess we'll see.
The actor: no it is more like we WILL see. Lose the contraction.
The skeptic: I like that. That's clever - never thought of it that way.
The actor: Well that's because I am brilliant.

I (Tristen and I) finally watched Moulin Rouge! I would have to say I haven’t felt this passionately about a movie in a long time. Simply superb (yes I did cry – and cry). I watched some of the director’s commentary (DVD) and I absolutely agree with Baz Luhrmann, that there are some words so simple that you really can’t put the actual words in the script. But when you but them to music and they are sung, then they take on so much more feeling and meaning. I think that is why music being relied on more and more by people as a form of self-expression. It says things better than just saying words. Now I have to dedicate “Your Song” to Tristen. This movie makes me want to write a musical. I have so many ideas…

Click here to see the most beautiful baby you have ever seen!

Things are going ok....still trying to recoup had to go back to the E.R. the other day for a 104 degree fever (bladder infection :( ) things will get better, Tristen and I like to watch movies all day. heh. I think he is a big Penelope Cruz fan.

Tristen is here, 12 hours of labor plus an emergency C-Section, he wasn't breathing and he was breach....but my beautiful little boy is perfectly fine now. Picture soon to Follow....I. don't piss of your Anesthesiologist (he controls the drugs and if they wear of too soon) 2. no matter what the pain, it is all ENTIRELY worth it 3. Use this time to be as mean as you want to smothering realitives. (if you tell them to fuck off, they can't hold it against you) 3. I never knew how much people could carry on a discussion about my bowel movements before -_-

He has black hair and his eyes are already turning brown.....he weighed 5.12 pounds.....just my little savior.

(note posts will be few until i will be back home in a couple of weeks (staying with my Mom) (she is so amazing)

I watched my evil cat eat a fly today -_-

Interesting site dealing with the psychology of color. (I will post my results later)
-- apology for yesterday's post. Chalk it up to pregnancy hormones (although I won't be able to use that excuse for very much longer o_O) --

Disclaimer ANGRY RANT SURE TO FOLLOW:

I am sick and tired of deadbeat moochers that claim to be human. Sometimes people just do things (or lack of things) that aren’t comprehendible. I can’t fathom how someone can turn their back on their own child. I can’t even begin to understand how they can turn their back on people that have helped them in the past. With no regret, might I add -- With only an attitude of arrogance and a narcissistic vengeance to follow.
1.Getting a job is out of the question 2.Why help someone if you aren’t going to get something out if it? 3.Trying to make a mental list of friends that haven’t tired of your moochiness, to see where you can shack up with next. 4. Refuse to file taxes because you didn’t make enough to get anything back 5. Rely on other people’s charity to get your next meal (and are ok with this) 6. Make promises to people, that have a tendency to care, just so you will have someone to pity you for that current moment in time. 6. Not see there is a problem here 7. Think you’re wonderful, an Icon even, that transcends a real name. 8.The same clothes have a tendency to be on your same dirty back for days on end. 9. Making demands on others when you have no right to be making any sort of demand at all, when in fact you should be kissing other people’s asses for what they have done for you. 10. Be slightly afraid that some day some real Rastafarian is going to kick your ass for being a complete mockery of their culture.
If you find you have the qualities of one or more things listed here. WAKE UP and do us all a favor and stop being a leech that painfully sucks the life and goodness out of everything (and everyone) around you.

I could not resist posting this guys, I just thought it was so damn funny. (To give proper credit I found the pic on natalie's blog.)

Don't you hate it when your having a really good dream.....and then you die in it? Grrr. Whenever that happens to me, the dream always starts over and I end up dying again and it continues in this vicious circle until I change something and don't die anymore. I wish you could do that in the land of reality. -_- I always have such strange dreams.

This is a petition to prevent this bill from being passed. If passed this bill will make a law stating that a "policeware" (type software) will have to be installed on every home and business computer. This will allow the man to moniter and restrict what you do on your own computer. DAMN THE MAN - Sign the petition!

p.s. I think Cher's blond hair looks really ridiculous.

Tonight on The Late Show...I heard them playing Schism in the background right before they went to commercial . Has winning a Grammy brought Tool too mainstream? Damnit. I think it has.

Why do old people always have to have toy poodles?

VH1's Insomniac Music Theatre plays the same videos in the same order every night. Did they think we would just be too tired to notice? Perhaps they are just trying to bore us to sleep with monotony. (gee -- how nice)

Recently I just heard from a friend from High School. He is working on nuclear missiles and things -- doing hush hush government stuff. Oh my god - How did this happen? Someone from my school has made something of themselves. I mean, I used to sit in front of this guy in Algebra and giggle every time the teacher yelled at him to wake up! (High School was so much fun) I always knew he was really intelligent and he always had excellent opinions and things to say about life in general.
It was always fun to wake up and go to school and see what kind of trouble “the guys” would stir up that day. One of my favorites had to be the Anarchist Flyer thing they secretly made (and got busted for) or the time they bought 100-200 hamburgers from McDonalds and sold them at lunch for $1.00. (I can’t remember exactly whose idea that was, but it was a pretty good one!)
But never would I have guessed I would get an email from him 3 years down the road telling me all this exciting stuff. I guess I just thought we would all stick around here. (For the most part that is true)
It is just really amazing. It gives the rest of us “Benton County” graduates a bit of inspiration.

I took the test again picking Lateralus as my favorite album and got :




I guess its a tie.

Let me know what you get!

Quote time : " If fifty million people say or do a foolish thing, it is still a foolish thing." (think about the notion, "the world being flat" or tight rolled jeans or that Jesus is presumably a white guy)

"Don't depend on a rabbits' foot for luck; remember it didn't work well for the rabbit."