Look out Law...

I am thinking about changing my major to pre law. Yes, my step dad had a bad cocaine addiction and yes he did get caught with a ‘good’ amount. But he is trying, he is going to rehab and he has a new job. The prosecuting attorney decided that they were going to take all the incriminating evidence (that they had promised immunity to) and use it against him. He is looking at a Class A felony. Minimum 20 years. He could get off on technicality but the lawyer that can get this for him cost 30,000 for just the retainer. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE. Money can buy everything. It is disgusting. I think I have new motivation to becoming a lawyer. I don’t know if I can take it though.

I watched The Life of David Gaiyle last night. Excellent movie. I just love Keven Spacey!

I can not begin to quit.

few thoughts before bed:

egotistical facets of beauty
personified:
everyting is egotistical....because we are all seeing at each other attracted to each other and we are all God...just the brillaint colors that make up the many facets
mirrored images with slight distortions...spinning for The One to see

dreams...every night that conversate with one and everything

your truth or his truth -
everything, is just a little one thing

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the quick brown fox jumped over the lazy fence

concentrate on the letters missed...figure out the message

then you will know what this is :

Le Miserables

Do not go see Le Divorce. really really bad movie. (the only reason why I watched it all the way through was because Kate Hudson is cute and the movie was set in France and the fashion was so chic)

In other news: I will register to vote next week (first time EVER) just so there is one less vote for Bush. I have never voted before because I never believed that the system really spoke for the people (and I think anyone that runs for president is crooked anyway, it just varies in intensity). I just don't think I would be able to stand living in this country if B2 gets reelected. I am appalled at what America and Americans represent to the world. (Power hungry, money hungry, World Hungry, gluttonous consumers – that will stop at nothing to get want for as cheap as we can get it)

Hmmph.

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Yes, Hello there. A lot has been happening and my mind has been racing - but I really lack the energy and the motivation to put it into interesting enough sentences to post. The lack of posting is also due to the massive attack of viruses on my computer. Hack the system see if I care - just leave MY effim computer alone!

I went to Barnes and Noble yesterday with Jess. We drove around in the pouring rain looking for places to spend money. -- yes we went out to be comsumers and feed the capitalist monster that grinds salt into the open wounds of the world. (oh my where the hell did that come from?)

ANYWAY. I sort of went book happy and decided I like to read now. I bought:

1. The Bell Jar - Sylvia Plath (because I read a poem of hers awhile ago that made my stomach turn so much i thought I would vomit on the quaint little coffee table that the book was sitting on)I guess i am just a masocist for buying it.
2. The catcher in the rye - JD Salinger (well who doesn't have this book? - i read it in 8th grade and I want to read it again knowing much more of the history behind this book)
3.BITCH {in praise of difficult women} - Elizabeth Wurtzel (I think it is time for me to read all of the books in the women's studies section)
4.Women Who Run With the Wolves - Clarissa Estes (see reason for book #3)
5.The turn of the screw & Washington Square - Henry James (TTOTS is just a fucked up storyline and I really have no desire to read washingtion square..it was just a kind of two for one thing)
6.Crime and Punishment - Dostoevsky (so I can proudly spout witty banter about the book to Nick and this is one of those books everyone knows so much about and says they have read, but never actually read. Kind of like the Communist Manifesto...(ever notice that?))
7.Celistine Prophecy - (i forget who wrote it...redmond or something) anyway I bought it as a gift - I loved the book!

Well, I posted more than I expected to. feel lucky.