small town - clean soul
Today I am in a fantastic mood. I am playing country constantly. I think it is because today, is the first warm day of the year and it feels damn good to be outside. Sorry Tool, rob zombie, and yes even Evanesence...hello Pam, Garth, and Travis.
I might try and find a babysitter tonight. T and I just got done slow dancing to a few classics. He's his mamma's boy. He loves dancing and singing with me. I have done this with him since he was a few months old. I just haven't felt up to dancing and singing in awhile. I love today.
I should go out and socialize while I am not stuck in bitch mode. Who knows, I might be pleasurable to be around.
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turn off your tv and go outside tomorrow (if you didnt today) plant a tree or something. *wink*
Saturday, February 28
Friday, February 27
the spice of life
I just took a final! (that wasn't mine) but it was still a bit of challenge. I did the typical bs my way through it because the whole thing was essay questions. (which are my fav)
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I have plans to go on a Harley ride next weekend across a couple of counties. Woot. I hope it's not cold out. Then it will be not so fun.
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Tyler - I haven't received your invitation to your house warming party yet. :( (which must include a round trip ticket *nods*)
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I watched part of Dr. Phil. A woman was terrified to answer the phone - weirdo
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very sporadic blog entry today - love it
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Went to a sex store last night with Jess. Oh I love the pretty long feathery duster thing. It was a hundred dollars. Mannie said he would buy it for me if I would be nice to him. ha. I tried to find the perfect vibrator. In conclusion I didn't buy anything. They all frightened me. Jess and I both agreed on the one you could put in the freezer. I thought that was a pretty good idea. The fetish shoe selection there disappointed me. You would think they would have better heels than that. sheeesh.
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I want a new layout design, will someone do one for me? Make it dark, feminine, possibly a fetish theme, something sexy, etc.
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that's all for now.
I just took a final! (that wasn't mine) but it was still a bit of challenge. I did the typical bs my way through it because the whole thing was essay questions. (which are my fav)
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I have plans to go on a Harley ride next weekend across a couple of counties. Woot. I hope it's not cold out. Then it will be not so fun.
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Tyler - I haven't received your invitation to your house warming party yet. :( (which must include a round trip ticket *nods*)
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I watched part of Dr. Phil. A woman was terrified to answer the phone - weirdo
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very sporadic blog entry today - love it
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Went to a sex store last night with Jess. Oh I love the pretty long feathery duster thing. It was a hundred dollars. Mannie said he would buy it for me if I would be nice to him. ha. I tried to find the perfect vibrator. In conclusion I didn't buy anything. They all frightened me. Jess and I both agreed on the one you could put in the freezer. I thought that was a pretty good idea. The fetish shoe selection there disappointed me. You would think they would have better heels than that. sheeesh.
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I want a new layout design, will someone do one for me? Make it dark, feminine, possibly a fetish theme, something sexy, etc.
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that's all for now.
Wednesday, February 25
Like a baby
Well, hello there. You haven't heard from me lately, because I have been in bed - drugged up on antibiotics and pain killers. It does seem my new piercings aren't going to work out as well as I had hoped. The doc thinks my right breast has a severe infection in it, but I think it is just producing colostrum (sp?) (liquid that emerges in pregnant women before milk comes in), the strange thing is only one of them is doing it. I will find out which ever my situation is tomorrow at my doctors appointment. It has been a very painful 4 days.
On the upside I have had MANY dreams. I will have to make of list of most common themes next time.
I am sad, I liked my nipple rings. I liked them a lot.
Well, hello there. You haven't heard from me lately, because I have been in bed - drugged up on antibiotics and pain killers. It does seem my new piercings aren't going to work out as well as I had hoped. The doc thinks my right breast has a severe infection in it, but I think it is just producing colostrum (sp?) (liquid that emerges in pregnant women before milk comes in), the strange thing is only one of them is doing it. I will find out which ever my situation is tomorrow at my doctors appointment. It has been a very painful 4 days.
On the upside I have had MANY dreams. I will have to make of list of most common themes next time.
I am sad, I liked my nipple rings. I liked them a lot.
Sunday, February 22
Nadar for President?
I really like this guy. He bashes the way the United States government has taken a turn for the corporate worst.
My only problem is, I know he is too radical to get elected president, so who is he taking votes away from? The Democrats. So, now I don't know whether to vote for him or my top 3 at the moment:
1. Kuninich
2. Sharpton
3. Kerry
I shall have to see how well his campaign goes.
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If you don't keep up with politics and would like to find out which candidate fits you best then take this quiz and find out. VOTE, even if the only way you decide is by taking this quiz. It is better than nothing. ( I don't think it has Nadar on there, yet)
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I watched Iron Jawed Women the other day. OH my. This is a powerful production on women's civil right movement. After seeing this, I have felt guilty for not voting for the last 3 years when I could have. Wow, such an insightful film.
I really like this guy. He bashes the way the United States government has taken a turn for the corporate worst.
My only problem is, I know he is too radical to get elected president, so who is he taking votes away from? The Democrats. So, now I don't know whether to vote for him or my top 3 at the moment:
1. Kuninich
2. Sharpton
3. Kerry
I shall have to see how well his campaign goes.
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If you don't keep up with politics and would like to find out which candidate fits you best then take this quiz and find out. VOTE, even if the only way you decide is by taking this quiz. It is better than nothing. ( I don't think it has Nadar on there, yet)
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I watched Iron Jawed Women the other day. OH my. This is a powerful production on women's civil right movement. After seeing this, I have felt guilty for not voting for the last 3 years when I could have. Wow, such an insightful film.
Saturday, February 21
Rabbit Rabbit
The stores are getting in shipments for Easter propaganda. You know what this means....REESES PEANUT BUTTER EGGS. You must stock up on these if you plan on visiting. You will not be allowed in my house if you do not bring me my chocolatey egg full of goodness.
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I am going see King Lear tonight with Greg. Woot, Shakespeare...Who wants to bet that I will cry? Anyone?
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I need some new music, I am burnt out on the current selection. Damnit. and no Jake, I am not that desperate for Heavy Metal, but thanks anyway. *wink*
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Oh yeah, I had the high school dream again last night. This time I beat up a chrisitan girl in the bathroom.
The stores are getting in shipments for Easter propaganda. You know what this means....REESES PEANUT BUTTER EGGS. You must stock up on these if you plan on visiting. You will not be allowed in my house if you do not bring me my chocolatey egg full of goodness.
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I am going see King Lear tonight with Greg. Woot, Shakespeare...Who wants to bet that I will cry? Anyone?
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I need some new music, I am burnt out on the current selection. Damnit. and no Jake, I am not that desperate for Heavy Metal, but thanks anyway. *wink*
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Oh yeah, I had the high school dream again last night. This time I beat up a chrisitan girl in the bathroom.
Friday, February 20
Detention revisited
For years now, I have been having dreams about high school. I have them nightly now. They aren't recurring dreams, because they usually involve different people. But there is a recurring theme. It is the last day of high school.
I pretty much loved High School. (if you asked me then I would have told you I hated it)
I think the Goth era started right in the middle of my 8th grade year. It progressed passed high school, then faded a couple of months after graduation. I was always heavy into philosophy and dabbling in things of the 'unknown". I made good grades (except for math) and usually slept through class or skipped them to hang out down in the art room or to sleep in the nurse's office. (especially my senior year.)
I remember Casey Wright telling me one day "You know, every guy in this school would want to date you if you wouldn't were black all the time and hang out with Shane and those guys." This comment made me laugh. Casey was a cute popular kid who always asked me a lot of questions about myself. I loved being a mystery to him (and everyone else). I remember also, this real preppy girl trying to get me to go to one of her parties (Halsten)... blah....Didn't work, Shane and I were probably going to get drunk that night off cheap vodka and experiment with pot.
Sometimes I would befriend someone that wasn't really in our "group". Usually it would be the preppy kids, with rich parents. (at the time my parents were extremely rich, so it wasn't that hard to slide into their petty world). It was so much fun to hear them say, "You aren't anything like I thought you would be" or "You should sit with us more often, why do you hang out with Shane anyway?" Oh, I loved the attention.
I was the pretty (Goth) girl in with the wrong crowd.
I cried the last week of high school. Honestly. I was devastated that I would no longer have these people in my life (over half of which I really didn't like).
It might be because of my cancer tendencies to have a rather hard time letting people in and out of my life. I really don't know. Anyway, I could talk about High School for days. I will spare you, this time.
So back on the orginal subject, anyone want to tell me why i keep having dreams of the last day of high school and tornados?
For years now, I have been having dreams about high school. I have them nightly now. They aren't recurring dreams, because they usually involve different people. But there is a recurring theme. It is the last day of high school.
I pretty much loved High School. (if you asked me then I would have told you I hated it)
I think the Goth era started right in the middle of my 8th grade year. It progressed passed high school, then faded a couple of months after graduation. I was always heavy into philosophy and dabbling in things of the 'unknown". I made good grades (except for math) and usually slept through class or skipped them to hang out down in the art room or to sleep in the nurse's office. (especially my senior year.)
I remember Casey Wright telling me one day "You know, every guy in this school would want to date you if you wouldn't were black all the time and hang out with Shane and those guys." This comment made me laugh. Casey was a cute popular kid who always asked me a lot of questions about myself. I loved being a mystery to him (and everyone else). I remember also, this real preppy girl trying to get me to go to one of her parties (Halsten)... blah....Didn't work, Shane and I were probably going to get drunk that night off cheap vodka and experiment with pot.
Sometimes I would befriend someone that wasn't really in our "group". Usually it would be the preppy kids, with rich parents. (at the time my parents were extremely rich, so it wasn't that hard to slide into their petty world). It was so much fun to hear them say, "You aren't anything like I thought you would be" or "You should sit with us more often, why do you hang out with Shane anyway?" Oh, I loved the attention.
I was the pretty (Goth) girl in with the wrong crowd.
I cried the last week of high school. Honestly. I was devastated that I would no longer have these people in my life (over half of which I really didn't like).
It might be because of my cancer tendencies to have a rather hard time letting people in and out of my life. I really don't know. Anyway, I could talk about High School for days. I will spare you, this time.
So back on the orginal subject, anyone want to tell me why i keep having dreams of the last day of high school and tornados?
Thursday, February 19
Wrecked
Strange how five barrels of sand happened to be in the spot that I needed them to be in. A semitruck ran me off the interstate 2 days ago. I was forced into the median and felt my car start to flip over, I jerked the wheel the opposite direction which stopped the car from tipping, but made me slide right into the direction of west bound traffic. I saw the cars and semi trucks I was going to slam into in slow motion. I will not survive this crash. I just closed my eyes and braced myself for the impact. I opened my eyes to a river of sand flooding over the car window. "I am dead". It took a few seconds for me to realize that I, in fact, was not dead, but very much alive and unharmed. Five tiny feet from sliding onto 70 West Interstate, 5 feet from dying. There was no construction going on but I guess they left those barrels there to be picked up at some later date. I am grateful.
Of course, I have dove into my phobia of death. I couldn't stop crying for 2 hours, after the accident. The whole thing doesn't bother me now, just the lingering fear does. It always stays with me even in light of fortunate events, I still can not seem to just let it go.
The car had very minimal damage and my aunt came and to pick me up and she drove the car home. (I was in St. Louis)
fatalism is my new best friend.
Strange how five barrels of sand happened to be in the spot that I needed them to be in. A semitruck ran me off the interstate 2 days ago. I was forced into the median and felt my car start to flip over, I jerked the wheel the opposite direction which stopped the car from tipping, but made me slide right into the direction of west bound traffic. I saw the cars and semi trucks I was going to slam into in slow motion. I will not survive this crash. I just closed my eyes and braced myself for the impact. I opened my eyes to a river of sand flooding over the car window. "I am dead". It took a few seconds for me to realize that I, in fact, was not dead, but very much alive and unharmed. Five tiny feet from sliding onto 70 West Interstate, 5 feet from dying. There was no construction going on but I guess they left those barrels there to be picked up at some later date. I am grateful.
Of course, I have dove into my phobia of death. I couldn't stop crying for 2 hours, after the accident. The whole thing doesn't bother me now, just the lingering fear does. It always stays with me even in light of fortunate events, I still can not seem to just let it go.
The car had very minimal damage and my aunt came and to pick me up and she drove the car home. (I was in St. Louis)
fatalism is my new best friend.
Tuesday, February 17
untitled (as they usually are)
Green grass
Has allure
Until it is cut
Too short and sharp
Needing…
The Rain
Fills the eye
Of inevitability
Still water
Echoes tragedy
Silence saves
the apology
That always came
late
Life tossed in
The wading pool
Speaks
Finally.
Lingering through
The willow
Is the Faint scent
Of sandalwood?
Green grass
Has allure
Until it is cut
Too short and sharp
Needing…
The Rain
Fills the eye
Of inevitability
Still water
Echoes tragedy
Silence saves
the apology
That always came
late
Life tossed in
The wading pool
Speaks
Finally.
Lingering through
The willow
Is the Faint scent
Of sandalwood?
Sunday, February 15
awww shit.
He takes me out to dinner, lets me smoke his cigarettes without ever complaining, folds his blanket on the couch (usually), doesn't drink my last coke in the fridge, makes me over come my fear of dancing by nagging me to dance for over an hour, keeps an eye on T when I want to sleep in, tries to cater to T's need to spin around in circles for hours, and comes over at one in the morning when I freak myself out about aliens. Thanks GREG. I love you .
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Last night I danced on the table in the bar - So did Greg. Oh my. This is coming from a girl who DOES NOT dance. Oh what wonders alcohol will do. I have to admit, even the sulky girl can have a damn good time.
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I also have a slight infatuation with a man 17 years older than me and that is terribly afraid my dad is going to kill him. He still gave me a rose for V-day. Awwwwwwww.
He takes me out to dinner, lets me smoke his cigarettes without ever complaining, folds his blanket on the couch (usually), doesn't drink my last coke in the fridge, makes me over come my fear of dancing by nagging me to dance for over an hour, keeps an eye on T when I want to sleep in, tries to cater to T's need to spin around in circles for hours, and comes over at one in the morning when I freak myself out about aliens. Thanks GREG. I love you .
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Last night I danced on the table in the bar - So did Greg. Oh my. This is coming from a girl who DOES NOT dance. Oh what wonders alcohol will do. I have to admit, even the sulky girl can have a damn good time.
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I also have a slight infatuation with a man 17 years older than me and that is terribly afraid my dad is going to kill him. He still gave me a rose for V-day. Awwwwwwww.
Thursday, February 12
You just shouldn't create life in a petri dish!
So it seems some people have been cloning human embryos and they have used them to get valuable stem cells. BLAH BLAH BLAH. This is life they are fucking with. This is a step BACKWARDS. I hate this issue and it makes me extremely upset. The idea of half born babies and parts of babies being cloned is quite disturbing. This is just another red flag signaling humanity's downfall.
So it seems some people have been cloning human embryos and they have used them to get valuable stem cells. BLAH BLAH BLAH. This is life they are fucking with. This is a step BACKWARDS. I hate this issue and it makes me extremely upset. The idea of half born babies and parts of babies being cloned is quite disturbing. This is just another red flag signaling humanity's downfall.
Wednesday, February 11
ahhhh
I have been trying to hang this little shelf for over an hour. It came with those plastic things that you put in the hole then put the screw in, but I really don't want to mess with it so I tried 2 nails. That ended up turning into 4 nails then 6. I have tried and tried to hang this thing but its always crooked!!! I can't hang things on walls. I am so incapable, even if I had a leveler I still wouldn't be able to do it. This is where I call my mom..."Mom please come over and decorate my house, I suck."
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Anyway, last night I sat in the Bar. This bar has no hard liquor (because the have no money to buy it) and a very slim selection of beer. I was with my ex step dad whose favorite song of the moment is Kid Rock "only god knows why" (along with every other middle aged middle to lower class man in America who does some form of drugs). So I heard this song on the juke box umpteen times and was drinking whatever they could scrounge up to put in a shot glass. ( mostly blue and green colored something ) After watching my ex step father make out with a girl pretty damn close to my age, all I could do was just sit and stare at that big screen TV with no sound and try not to scream. Absolutely LOVELY. My night was just filled with fun.
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While at the bar, Greg called and asked me if I wanted to go out to dinner Saturday and go see the Vagina Monologues. Yeah! I have a date for V-day even if its with my ex boyfriend who I can not (despite serious consideration) sleep with.
I have been trying to hang this little shelf for over an hour. It came with those plastic things that you put in the hole then put the screw in, but I really don't want to mess with it so I tried 2 nails. That ended up turning into 4 nails then 6. I have tried and tried to hang this thing but its always crooked!!! I can't hang things on walls. I am so incapable, even if I had a leveler I still wouldn't be able to do it. This is where I call my mom..."Mom please come over and decorate my house, I suck."
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Anyway, last night I sat in the Bar. This bar has no hard liquor (because the have no money to buy it) and a very slim selection of beer. I was with my ex step dad whose favorite song of the moment is Kid Rock "only god knows why" (along with every other middle aged middle to lower class man in America who does some form of drugs). So I heard this song on the juke box umpteen times and was drinking whatever they could scrounge up to put in a shot glass. ( mostly blue and green colored something ) After watching my ex step father make out with a girl pretty damn close to my age, all I could do was just sit and stare at that big screen TV with no sound and try not to scream. Absolutely LOVELY. My night was just filled with fun.
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While at the bar, Greg called and asked me if I wanted to go out to dinner Saturday and go see the Vagina Monologues. Yeah! I have a date for V-day even if its with my ex boyfriend who I can not (despite serious consideration) sleep with.
Monday, February 9
Sunday, February 8
Saturday, February 7
goodbye to you
Thanks for listening.
I am no longer posting at this address.
I will contact a select few of you and give you my new site address.
This site has been a victim of immature harrasment and I don't have the time nor the patience to put up with it. There are people in this world who need to grow up and focus on their own lives.
** I do not have some of your email addresses (James) please send me an email and I will send you the new link. Thanks ! xoxoxoxo
Thanks for listening.
I am no longer posting at this address.
I will contact a select few of you and give you my new site address.
This site has been a victim of immature harrasment and I don't have the time nor the patience to put up with it. There are people in this world who need to grow up and focus on their own lives.
** I do not have some of your email addresses (James) please send me an email and I will send you the new link. Thanks ! xoxoxoxo
Friday, February 6
ramble 3.0
Anyone else notice B2's poll rating has taken a nose dive? *cheers*
that's right buddy, no one likes you.
The only hang up I have is that I can foresee us suddenly capturing Bin Laden and awww shit, look whose poll ratings went up.
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1. I used to live on mountain dew. I stopped that habit. Today, I want nothing more than gallons of Mountain Dew (out of the fountain, of course)
2. EVERY night I keep having dreams that I am back in high school. It is always the last day of high school. So very strange.
3. I stayed in bed till 3pm today. I have some type of flu - and Nathan has the boy so now I will spend my child free weekend in bed.
4. I haven't taken a bath in 2 days
5. That's ok because I am wearing a long hippie skirt and pitchouli
6. I keep having this nagging feeling that I should write or read a good book.....Something productive
7. I am really sad that all my high school year books, notes, papers, etc were destroyed when my basement was flooded last year
8. My wish of the day is to sit down and have a nice chat with Winona Ryder. I have always liked her.
9. I confess I watched Little Women last week - I cried. (I own the movie)
10. Jess's mom says people with spotless houses aren't very nice people. It is good to know I am so nice.
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Anyone else notice B2's poll rating has taken a nose dive? *cheers*
that's right buddy, no one likes you.
The only hang up I have is that I can foresee us suddenly capturing Bin Laden and awww shit, look whose poll ratings went up.
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1. I used to live on mountain dew. I stopped that habit. Today, I want nothing more than gallons of Mountain Dew (out of the fountain, of course)
2. EVERY night I keep having dreams that I am back in high school. It is always the last day of high school. So very strange.
3. I stayed in bed till 3pm today. I have some type of flu - and Nathan has the boy so now I will spend my child free weekend in bed.
4. I haven't taken a bath in 2 days
5. That's ok because I am wearing a long hippie skirt and pitchouli
6. I keep having this nagging feeling that I should write or read a good book.....Something productive
7. I am really sad that all my high school year books, notes, papers, etc were destroyed when my basement was flooded last year
8. My wish of the day is to sit down and have a nice chat with Winona Ryder. I have always liked her.
9. I confess I watched Little Women last week - I cried. (I own the movie)
10. Jess's mom says people with spotless houses aren't very nice people. It is good to know I am so nice.
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Thursday, February 5
Dear Mr. Graham
You really are very sad and pathetic. You come to my site and leave comments like "Die" and "go kill yourself" etc. How ridiculous. I hope that I never run into you again, because then I would have to dig the skin of your face out of my pretty rings and that would just be too much time spent on an idiot like yourself.
A word of advice: I am vindictive. Say you're sorry.
You truly are a dipshit to think that I would not find out. You would have been better off to send hate mail. That way YOUR COMPUTER wouldn't log every move you made.
I always had a tendency to think you were a belligerent moron that meddled in others affairs for the sake of not looking at your own horrid existence - gee.....I was not that far off.
How old are you now Tommy? - yeah, exactly grow UP.
You really are very sad and pathetic. You come to my site and leave comments like "Die" and "go kill yourself" etc. How ridiculous. I hope that I never run into you again, because then I would have to dig the skin of your face out of my pretty rings and that would just be too much time spent on an idiot like yourself.
A word of advice: I am vindictive. Say you're sorry.
You truly are a dipshit to think that I would not find out. You would have been better off to send hate mail. That way YOUR COMPUTER wouldn't log every move you made.
I always had a tendency to think you were a belligerent moron that meddled in others affairs for the sake of not looking at your own horrid existence - gee.....I was not that far off.
How old are you now Tommy? - yeah, exactly grow UP.
Wednesday, February 4
stomp on my heart with cleats on
besides the fact that janet has huge nipples...
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I hate it when you are trryyyyyying to be mad at someone and delete them from your memory. But then you talk to them on the phone and they are really nice to you. :( hello welcome PAIN.
Btw...apology to nathan for blaming him for leaving mean comments. Wasn't him people and I am just going to forget it (until tomorrow when I do some more investigating)
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mwahaha jess and jake are addicted to the drama.
besides the fact that janet has huge nipples...
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I hate it when you are trryyyyyying to be mad at someone and delete them from your memory. But then you talk to them on the phone and they are really nice to you. :( hello welcome PAIN.
Btw...apology to nathan for blaming him for leaving mean comments. Wasn't him people and I am just going to forget it (until tomorrow when I do some more investigating)
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mwahaha jess and jake are addicted to the drama.
it goes around the world just la la la la la
In a fantastic mood today. *gasp* yes, I know its quite out of character. I may even do some dishes and clean this house while listening to Evenescence, of course.
Hello Drama on this site. Lmao. Silly people.
I got my phone today and I had to play electrician to get it working right. I thought for sure I would electrocute myself, but no such misfortune happened. *score*
This AOL operator was insanely rude to me and I hung up on him telling him he was an asshole. He sounded drunk. Jeez.
I can't help it. I watched American Idol last night. I will watch it again tonight. I love SIMON.
I want to be an American idol, yes I do. I bet I could couldn't I jess? You said I sound like a young Stevie nicks! woooot.
Everytime I watch the show I always end up singing - as I was putting Tristen to bed I had Melissa Ethridge in my head (no idea how that came about , but oh well) and I was singing come to my window, and T started singing too. It was so very darn cute. Oh and yesterday I was in the bathroom and came out to find him pouring a bottle of lotion into his boots. He had the things FULL of lotion. I can't even take a crap without my lovely little guy doing something! It's ok though. He really is a good boy most of the time.
I am so very curious as to the thought process he went through when deciding to pour lotion in his shoe. Ha - such a cute boy.
In a fantastic mood today. *gasp* yes, I know its quite out of character. I may even do some dishes and clean this house while listening to Evenescence, of course.
Hello Drama on this site. Lmao. Silly people.
I got my phone today and I had to play electrician to get it working right. I thought for sure I would electrocute myself, but no such misfortune happened. *score*
This AOL operator was insanely rude to me and I hung up on him telling him he was an asshole. He sounded drunk. Jeez.
I can't help it. I watched American Idol last night. I will watch it again tonight. I love SIMON.
I want to be an American idol, yes I do. I bet I could couldn't I jess? You said I sound like a young Stevie nicks! woooot.
Everytime I watch the show I always end up singing - as I was putting Tristen to bed I had Melissa Ethridge in my head (no idea how that came about , but oh well) and I was singing come to my window, and T started singing too. It was so very darn cute. Oh and yesterday I was in the bathroom and came out to find him pouring a bottle of lotion into his boots. He had the things FULL of lotion. I can't even take a crap without my lovely little guy doing something! It's ok though. He really is a good boy most of the time.
I am so very curious as to the thought process he went through when deciding to pour lotion in his shoe. Ha - such a cute boy.
Tuesday, February 3
Sunday, February 1
Hello cali
Tyler said I could come and vacation with him at his new condo on the beach. I think I just might. I need a vacation from my extended vacation. Yes, I want to be a beach vampire hippy girl, that finds neat things in the sand and makes art out of it.
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I am also swearing off birth control pills, I will no longer suffer by gaining unnecessary weight (up to 20 pounds now) from this when I am not even having sex. And if I do have sex then for the love of no more babies...Get fixed or get a condom or forget it. (granted condoms do not provide the greatest feeling in the world...would you prefer the alternative?)
I wish I were a lesbian. honestly, life would be so much more simple.
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Greg oh lovely Greg. We were supposed to go see The Butterfly Effect but he cancelled on me - to go to a Super Bowl party - Blah. Its ok though, he has been coming over a lot lately and has kept me entertained.
Tyler said I could come and vacation with him at his new condo on the beach. I think I just might. I need a vacation from my extended vacation. Yes, I want to be a beach vampire hippy girl, that finds neat things in the sand and makes art out of it.
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I am also swearing off birth control pills, I will no longer suffer by gaining unnecessary weight (up to 20 pounds now) from this when I am not even having sex. And if I do have sex then for the love of no more babies...Get fixed or get a condom or forget it. (granted condoms do not provide the greatest feeling in the world...would you prefer the alternative?)
I wish I were a lesbian. honestly, life would be so much more simple.
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Greg oh lovely Greg. We were supposed to go see The Butterfly Effect but he cancelled on me - to go to a Super Bowl party - Blah. Its ok though, he has been coming over a lot lately and has kept me entertained.