blue collar
Sorry for the lack of posting folks. My new job is pretty demanding of my time. I am gone from 6am - 4 pm (when i am not working over time) and after that I am pretty much exhausted. I hope you all are doing well! See you soon.
P.s.
My puppy ran away, I think someone kept her. :( bastards.
Thursday, June 24
Sunday, June 20
10 foot hole filled to the brim with shit
MCI called me today to tell me that the collect call I received today was a grand total of $267.00. The conversation concluded nothing except for the final confirmation that I am not getting married and to tell my long distance boyfriend that I cheated on him. Happy Father's Day honey, I had sex with your friend. Hmmmph. I should have just wrote a letter or lied. I should have just lied about the cheating. But no.....*sigh* I couldn't. I will try and get my self out of the my 4,000.00 debt. One dollar at a time. I start my new job tomorrow. Factory work. Lovely. I feel like shit. If anyone that has a lot of money reads this and feels they need to give it away. Do email me. I will take your money for you :)
MCI called me today to tell me that the collect call I received today was a grand total of $267.00. The conversation concluded nothing except for the final confirmation that I am not getting married and to tell my long distance boyfriend that I cheated on him. Happy Father's Day honey, I had sex with your friend. Hmmmph. I should have just wrote a letter or lied. I should have just lied about the cheating. But no.....*sigh* I couldn't. I will try and get my self out of the my 4,000.00 debt. One dollar at a time. I start my new job tomorrow. Factory work. Lovely. I feel like shit. If anyone that has a lot of money reads this and feels they need to give it away. Do email me. I will take your money for you :)
Friday, June 18
Piss demon
The puppy ate my sons crayons, his small yellow chair, my shoe, a plastic bowl,and a hemp belt.
I have taken on a more restrictive form of training for the puppy now. I can't take all the peeing and chewing! Instead of crate training her, I have tied her up inside instead. (I would use a crate but I don't have one) We will see how this works out. I cheat and let her sleep in my bed at night though. I can't help it, I am a sucker for a snuggly puppy.
***
I want to go see Tyler and try surfing. Except I fear all I would do is complain about being in the sun, it is too hot out to be out, I am not skinny enough for my bathing suit (and vow never to eat anything ever again), how much ocean water tastes like ass, etc.
Tyler, I think you will just have to get me drunk and then we are set!
The puppy ate my sons crayons, his small yellow chair, my shoe, a plastic bowl,and a hemp belt.
I have taken on a more restrictive form of training for the puppy now. I can't take all the peeing and chewing! Instead of crate training her, I have tied her up inside instead. (I would use a crate but I don't have one) We will see how this works out. I cheat and let her sleep in my bed at night though. I can't help it, I am a sucker for a snuggly puppy.
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I want to go see Tyler and try surfing. Except I fear all I would do is complain about being in the sun, it is too hot out to be out, I am not skinny enough for my bathing suit (and vow never to eat anything ever again), how much ocean water tastes like ass, etc.
Tyler, I think you will just have to get me drunk and then we are set!
Tuesday, June 15
Sadie
I went on a 4-wheeler ride with my son and came back with a little puppy. This new addition to our household should help keep my mind off depression and also give T something new to play with. The puppy has crystal blue eyes, one of them half black and half brown. I think she is a type of cattle dog (she looks like the dogs that are on the movie Babe - expect a picture posted soon) She is perfect. The cats don't even seem to mind her. *yeah* a house full of animals! (2 cats and 1 puppy) We will have fun with our new pet.
Anyone have any tips on potty training her?
I went on a 4-wheeler ride with my son and came back with a little puppy. This new addition to our household should help keep my mind off depression and also give T something new to play with. The puppy has crystal blue eyes, one of them half black and half brown. I think she is a type of cattle dog (she looks like the dogs that are on the movie Babe - expect a picture posted soon) She is perfect. The cats don't even seem to mind her. *yeah* a house full of animals! (2 cats and 1 puppy) We will have fun with our new pet.
Anyone have any tips on potty training her?
Sunday, June 13
letter from jail
The only thing in this world at the moment that can connect with me and know me is the music. The play button is stuck on random and it plays soothing songs to calm my soul. Fantastic - I have faded so much that I just personified a crappy computer program. Have I pushed everyone around me so much, that the only one left to push and shove is myself? Is this what this crisis is? How tragic and beautiful. People say bad experiences make you a stronger person. I am strong enough thank you. I am tougher than nails. That is a good stopping point on the strength scale, in my opinion. I don't want any more effin strength from experiences. I have had my over fill. I could say I still had my faith and/or my health - but both of those are screwed too. Give mom a kiss for me.
Love - The Thief
The only thing in this world at the moment that can connect with me and know me is the music. The play button is stuck on random and it plays soothing songs to calm my soul. Fantastic - I have faded so much that I just personified a crappy computer program. Have I pushed everyone around me so much, that the only one left to push and shove is myself? Is this what this crisis is? How tragic and beautiful. People say bad experiences make you a stronger person. I am strong enough thank you. I am tougher than nails. That is a good stopping point on the strength scale, in my opinion. I don't want any more effin strength from experiences. I have had my over fill. I could say I still had my faith and/or my health - but both of those are screwed too. Give mom a kiss for me.
Love - The Thief
Saturday, June 12
Penis grinder part 2
Phone call I received last week:
Guy: Did you tell someone I had a small dick?
me: yes.
Guy: Why!?
me: cause you do and they asked
strong>Guy:You really think I do?
me: Yes, but it doesn't have to be a bad thing
Guy: Is that why you broke up with me?
me: No.
Guy: do you want company tonight?
me: No thanks.
Guy: why, because of my small dick?
me: That may be a part of it, but not entirely.
Guy: You are mean
me: You want me to lie to you?
Guy: NO...
me: Then how am I being mean?
* Sometimes people freak out when I am so honest with them.
Phone call I received last week:
Guy: Did you tell someone I had a small dick?
me: yes.
Guy: Why!?
me: cause you do and they asked
strong>Guy:You really think I do?
me: Yes, but it doesn't have to be a bad thing
Guy: Is that why you broke up with me?
me: No.
Guy: do you want company tonight?
me: No thanks.
Guy: why, because of my small dick?
me: That may be a part of it, but not entirely.
Guy: You are mean
me: You want me to lie to you?
Guy: NO...
me: Then how am I being mean?
* Sometimes people freak out when I am so honest with them.
Friday, June 11
Wednesday, June 9
Dear neighbors:
I am sorry about today. Please forgive my loud and insanely happy music. I know it is quite different than the depressing melodies that can usually be heard filtering through your windows.
Pleas forgive me dancing around my house half naked, singing at the top of my lungs (while doing housework of course).
Please forgive the rodents I bring to the neighborhood by feeding the raccoons, squirrels and mice, left over food. They are hungry too!
I know you may be disturbed...It is alright. I still love you.
Love,
your neighborhood crazy
P.s. Come on over and stick your head in my freezer with me. We can lick the frost off!
(If you have noticed the void in comments throughout the site it is because my comment server has stored them, I have to give him five bucks to get them back. *sigh* they will be back sometime soon, for your reading pleasure)
I am sorry about today. Please forgive my loud and insanely happy music. I know it is quite different than the depressing melodies that can usually be heard filtering through your windows.
Pleas forgive me dancing around my house half naked, singing at the top of my lungs (while doing housework of course).
Please forgive the rodents I bring to the neighborhood by feeding the raccoons, squirrels and mice, left over food. They are hungry too!
I know you may be disturbed...It is alright. I still love you.
Love,
your neighborhood crazy
P.s. Come on over and stick your head in my freezer with me. We can lick the frost off!
(If you have noticed the void in comments throughout the site it is because my comment server has stored them, I have to give him five bucks to get them back. *sigh* they will be back sometime soon, for your reading pleasure)
Tuesday, June 8
blah @ cosmic events.
So I made a huge deal out of the eclipse that happened today. I slept through it. Lovely. Jess even came and spent the night with me to celebrate it. Our plans were to smoke a bit and drink some Fuzzy Navel Boones then go to bed and get up at 6 am to watch the eclipse and meditate. That went to shit. I got up at 5 am looked out the window...too early. Went back to sleep and woke to find the event over. I still meditated but it wasn't the same knowing I could have been meditating during an exact alignment. pffffft. Maybe next 100 years or so I will catch it.
Excuse me while I go stick my face in the freezer.
So I made a huge deal out of the eclipse that happened today. I slept through it. Lovely. Jess even came and spent the night with me to celebrate it. Our plans were to smoke a bit and drink some Fuzzy Navel Boones then go to bed and get up at 6 am to watch the eclipse and meditate. That went to shit. I got up at 5 am looked out the window...too early. Went back to sleep and woke to find the event over. I still meditated but it wasn't the same knowing I could have been meditating during an exact alignment. pffffft. Maybe next 100 years or so I will catch it.
Excuse me while I go stick my face in the freezer.
Monday, June 7
Sunday, June 6
hello Venus
Who wants to watch the Venus transit from a shadow on a piece of damn paper? Pfffffft. Sure you won't be able to see this again for another 122 years, so lets just get a piece of paper and a pin hole and watch the shadow of Venus move across the sun. Nope. I am looking. I don't care what they say. I am going to see that black dot on the sun and enjoy it.
Tuesday June 8th is the day folks. Some people are getting screwed on the visibility, better luck next time. You can go here to find out when you can catch this cosmic event.
Oh and did you also know that some people believe this is a sign when alien life is going to start showing itself more on earth? ....hmmm something to think about. I have been speaking way to much with very "interesting" people late at night in the spiritual chat rooms.
Who wants to watch the Venus transit from a shadow on a piece of damn paper? Pfffffft. Sure you won't be able to see this again for another 122 years, so lets just get a piece of paper and a pin hole and watch the shadow of Venus move across the sun. Nope. I am looking. I don't care what they say. I am going to see that black dot on the sun and enjoy it.
Tuesday June 8th is the day folks. Some people are getting screwed on the visibility, better luck next time. You can go here to find out when you can catch this cosmic event.
Oh and did you also know that some people believe this is a sign when alien life is going to start showing itself more on earth? ....hmmm something to think about. I have been speaking way to much with very "interesting" people late at night in the spiritual chat rooms.
Saturday, June 5
Tuesday, June 1
what's that sound? - yeah, that is bullshit.
It is a musical crime to air a very spiritual song on a Network like Fox (or any other network for that matter). Last night I turned on the television to catch the end of OC. What voice did I hear floating above the cliche melodrama? Jeff Buckley. What song was it? None other than - Hallelujah. How very disenchanting and I am outraged that this song was played to induce emotion on an other wise ridiculous TV drama. Sadly Jeff, You are not alive to protest such a mockery! Did you know they even played Hallelujah on a finale of Er? They are whoring your music. You died too young. Go haunt them, go on....
(would like to note that Jeff did not write Hallelujah. It is a creation of Leonard Coehen. Jeff captured it's spirit and beauty)
It is a musical crime to air a very spiritual song on a Network like Fox (or any other network for that matter). Last night I turned on the television to catch the end of OC. What voice did I hear floating above the cliche melodrama? Jeff Buckley. What song was it? None other than - Hallelujah. How very disenchanting and I am outraged that this song was played to induce emotion on an other wise ridiculous TV drama. Sadly Jeff, You are not alive to protest such a mockery! Did you know they even played Hallelujah on a finale of Er? They are whoring your music. You died too young. Go haunt them, go on....
(would like to note that Jeff did not write Hallelujah. It is a creation of Leonard Coehen. Jeff captured it's spirit and beauty)