1. my dad told me he loved me this morning *gasp*
2. LNH called, I have a job interview there on Friday at 2:30! (wish me luck)
3. Robert is sending me a present and called to tell me this day was going to be a good one
4. Tristen and I played outside already this morning
5. Mr. Malone still needs a roomate and welcomes T and I to move in with him!!
6. I am sure there are many more reasons that today is wonderful...but I need to go make some phone calls :)
Love and Light
Monday, September 13
Saturday, September 11
in her mind
Random musing from my journal: (I have nothing better to post)
Leagues filled with an unexpected and unsurpassed glory
Deafening to those hostile hearts and gray souls
Behind them all is an inevitable question of validity…
Twisted until straight
placid – deep this silence grew
begin with nothing end with nothing right?
Scratch to the inner soul
dig into flesh and bone
until it fills beneath your finger nails
pain will seem small compared to the brilliance
that will be found
Leagues filled with an unexpected and unsurpassed glory
Deafening to those hostile hearts and gray souls
Behind them all is an inevitable question of validity…
Twisted until straight
placid – deep this silence grew
begin with nothing end with nothing right?
Scratch to the inner soul
dig into flesh and bone
until it fills beneath your finger nails
pain will seem small compared to the brilliance
that will be found
Wednesday, September 8
Monday, September 6
Hippy Shit and other things
I sent Army boy a very hateful email. I wish I hadn't of sent it. Even though I meant alot of what I did say, I still shouldn't have perpetuated negative energy. Anyway, It still felt good to get all that hatefulness out, I was crying when I wrote it and today *ta da* total peace with the situation. I am just bad when it comes to him - I can't help it!
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www.futureforst.com. Tommy sent me the link, how odd.
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Cleansing, Centering, and Grounding. This is my new mediation ritual before bed and when I wake up. I still haven't been exact on doing it every morning. I am what you would call an anti-morning person. Ok, so I haven't mediated any morning...I am going to try though. The evening meditaiton is going well. The day seems brighter and happier. *gasp* I know, I am happy today. This is a good sign. Hello my abused Chakra's wake up, its time to open!
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Special Note:
Tyler, I know you are going to be in WI soon. I can't afford to come and see you, but you have an open invitation to visit T and I if you so desire. Come on, It is only a five and half hour drive. Indiana is calling you! (For those of you who do not know Tyler, Tyler has been a fellow blogger friend for quite some time . Yes, big fan of Tyler and all his Tylerdom (I posted this instead of sending you an email with hopes of mass peer pressure.)
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www.futureforst.com. Tommy sent me the link, how odd.
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Cleansing, Centering, and Grounding. This is my new mediation ritual before bed and when I wake up. I still haven't been exact on doing it every morning. I am what you would call an anti-morning person. Ok, so I haven't mediated any morning...I am going to try though. The evening meditaiton is going well. The day seems brighter and happier. *gasp* I know, I am happy today. This is a good sign. Hello my abused Chakra's wake up, its time to open!
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Special Note:
Tyler, I know you are going to be in WI soon. I can't afford to come and see you, but you have an open invitation to visit T and I if you so desire. Come on, It is only a five and half hour drive. Indiana is calling you! (For those of you who do not know Tyler, Tyler has been a fellow blogger friend for quite some time . Yes, big fan of Tyler and all his Tylerdom (I posted this instead of sending you an email with hopes of mass peer pressure.)
Sunday, September 5
Dear God,
I need strength and guidance to overcome fear and vanity. Please see what you can do. I promise I will meet you half way.
Love,
The lilac thief
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Now maybe, I didn't mean to treat you bad but I did it anyway. And maybe some would say your life was sad, but you lived it anway -But you left us far behind. I live with what I know now.
Love,
The lilac thief
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Now maybe, I didn't mean to treat you bad but I did it anyway. And maybe some would say your life was sad, but you lived it anway -But you left us far behind. I live with what I know now.