blue collar
Sorry for the lack of posting folks. My new job is pretty demanding of my time. I am gone from 6am - 4 pm (when i am not working over time) and after that I am pretty much exhausted. I hope you all are doing well! See you soon.
P.s.
My puppy ran away, I think someone kept her. :( bastards.
Thursday, June 24
Sunday, June 20
10 foot hole filled to the brim with shit
MCI called me today to tell me that the collect call I received today was a grand total of $267.00. The conversation concluded nothing except for the final confirmation that I am not getting married and to tell my long distance boyfriend that I cheated on him. Happy Father's Day honey, I had sex with your friend. Hmmmph. I should have just wrote a letter or lied. I should have just lied about the cheating. But no.....*sigh* I couldn't. I will try and get my self out of the my 4,000.00 debt. One dollar at a time. I start my new job tomorrow. Factory work. Lovely. I feel like shit. If anyone that has a lot of money reads this and feels they need to give it away. Do email me. I will take your money for you :)
MCI called me today to tell me that the collect call I received today was a grand total of $267.00. The conversation concluded nothing except for the final confirmation that I am not getting married and to tell my long distance boyfriend that I cheated on him. Happy Father's Day honey, I had sex with your friend. Hmmmph. I should have just wrote a letter or lied. I should have just lied about the cheating. But no.....*sigh* I couldn't. I will try and get my self out of the my 4,000.00 debt. One dollar at a time. I start my new job tomorrow. Factory work. Lovely. I feel like shit. If anyone that has a lot of money reads this and feels they need to give it away. Do email me. I will take your money for you :)
Friday, June 18
Piss demon
The puppy ate my sons crayons, his small yellow chair, my shoe, a plastic bowl,and a hemp belt.
I have taken on a more restrictive form of training for the puppy now. I can't take all the peeing and chewing! Instead of crate training her, I have tied her up inside instead. (I would use a crate but I don't have one) We will see how this works out. I cheat and let her sleep in my bed at night though. I can't help it, I am a sucker for a snuggly puppy.
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I want to go see Tyler and try surfing. Except I fear all I would do is complain about being in the sun, it is too hot out to be out, I am not skinny enough for my bathing suit (and vow never to eat anything ever again), how much ocean water tastes like ass, etc.
Tyler, I think you will just have to get me drunk and then we are set!
The puppy ate my sons crayons, his small yellow chair, my shoe, a plastic bowl,and a hemp belt.
I have taken on a more restrictive form of training for the puppy now. I can't take all the peeing and chewing! Instead of crate training her, I have tied her up inside instead. (I would use a crate but I don't have one) We will see how this works out. I cheat and let her sleep in my bed at night though. I can't help it, I am a sucker for a snuggly puppy.
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I want to go see Tyler and try surfing. Except I fear all I would do is complain about being in the sun, it is too hot out to be out, I am not skinny enough for my bathing suit (and vow never to eat anything ever again), how much ocean water tastes like ass, etc.
Tyler, I think you will just have to get me drunk and then we are set!
Tuesday, June 15
Sadie
I went on a 4-wheeler ride with my son and came back with a little puppy. This new addition to our household should help keep my mind off depression and also give T something new to play with. The puppy has crystal blue eyes, one of them half black and half brown. I think she is a type of cattle dog (she looks like the dogs that are on the movie Babe - expect a picture posted soon) She is perfect. The cats don't even seem to mind her. *yeah* a house full of animals! (2 cats and 1 puppy) We will have fun with our new pet.
Anyone have any tips on potty training her?
I went on a 4-wheeler ride with my son and came back with a little puppy. This new addition to our household should help keep my mind off depression and also give T something new to play with. The puppy has crystal blue eyes, one of them half black and half brown. I think she is a type of cattle dog (she looks like the dogs that are on the movie Babe - expect a picture posted soon) She is perfect. The cats don't even seem to mind her. *yeah* a house full of animals! (2 cats and 1 puppy) We will have fun with our new pet.
Anyone have any tips on potty training her?
Sunday, June 13
letter from jail
The only thing in this world at the moment that can connect with me and know me is the music. The play button is stuck on random and it plays soothing songs to calm my soul. Fantastic - I have faded so much that I just personified a crappy computer program. Have I pushed everyone around me so much, that the only one left to push and shove is myself? Is this what this crisis is? How tragic and beautiful. People say bad experiences make you a stronger person. I am strong enough thank you. I am tougher than nails. That is a good stopping point on the strength scale, in my opinion. I don't want any more effin strength from experiences. I have had my over fill. I could say I still had my faith and/or my health - but both of those are screwed too. Give mom a kiss for me.
Love - The Thief
The only thing in this world at the moment that can connect with me and know me is the music. The play button is stuck on random and it plays soothing songs to calm my soul. Fantastic - I have faded so much that I just personified a crappy computer program. Have I pushed everyone around me so much, that the only one left to push and shove is myself? Is this what this crisis is? How tragic and beautiful. People say bad experiences make you a stronger person. I am strong enough thank you. I am tougher than nails. That is a good stopping point on the strength scale, in my opinion. I don't want any more effin strength from experiences. I have had my over fill. I could say I still had my faith and/or my health - but both of those are screwed too. Give mom a kiss for me.
Love - The Thief